another way to express confusion

Every time I think of being in a relationship with another person I want to mutilate myself, if I kill myself they still have something tangible.

But you won’t do it!!!!!!

So for Halloween I am usually myself but just being ugly and born on or around Halloween isn’t cutting it. And my idea of being an Apple Customer who just got the iPhone 5 is on hold but for now I’m Banksy…lmao!

They say some are starving for attention
I laugh at those
They say some are starving because life fails them
I dont have that problem
They say some die yerning for something
I can feel that
like the blood in my veins
I feel that
I am starving for life
Ia m starving for truth
I am living hungry everyday
SO hustle I do
On an empty stomach
I starve for the freedom
Yet the free dumb
LMAO
I am starving for understanding
I am starving for being
And in all my hunger
My taste my never be fulfilled
For as i am forever a learner
I will always starve
But what i yern for i need most
They say the greatest thing in life are free
Butterflies make me feel weird
Yet Love is a drug
However it fills you up
Im starving

She said she wanted a play date but hates player. Sounds lonely.

There is not enough money in the world to make me love u but I bet there for u to love me. Already I set myself up for failure.

Girl tells me she put a curse on a dude cause he broke up with her roommate, and Rihanna had to make a statement about how she feels she needs to let go and Chris Brown move on with his life…..
Am I the only one that see the social & psychological issue here.
I mean uuummmm people believed in witches and stoned them. But bitches get stitches lmao.

How one goes postal after being picked on all their life…